Boring Holidays

Well, I think I've done just about everything I planned on doing these holidays. And now I've got 2 weeks to spare.

I'm goin mad bored out of my mind.

Maybe I'll just take a flight to cape town or something. Dunno. Gotta get my head clear before I jump back into my last 6 months of med-school.

You ever get that feeling of inadequacy when you set out to do something?
Deep down, you know you can, but your head kinda plays tricks on you, places limits on you, and so you retaliate by not doing that thing you love until you feel you can get it right..until that feeling of inadequacy dissapears, and you feel completely free to express yourself down to the honest depths of your soul in that action.
Well, thats what I've been feeling with my writing lately. Havent written my book in..hmm..a week and a half now. It might not seem like much, but when the story and the characters are running around barking orders in my head for every second of every day, you kinda start to miss writing about them after a week and a half, you know?

Anyway...I'm just talking crap for the sake of filling in this weeks blog. I think I'm gonna go try writing my book now, right after I put in my next post for my weekly story, Myth Misplaced...my other blog site. The links on the left above all the games, if ur interested in reading.
wallowed-in-self-absorbing-inadequacy-ly yours,
S